if HAPPINESS = SUN

and SADNESS = RAIN

so we need both of them to make a RAINBOW

=)

Kamis, 12 Agustus 2010



Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you




Rabu, 14 April 2010

sumpahh bosen abizz !!!
1 hari aja udah posting brapaa niii..
haha..
sayaa sekaliann curhatt dehh d siniii..
ga ada yg bisa d ajak curhat sihh..
huhu..
kasian bangett kann..

weLL x ini saiaa mau nulis ..

Tak mungkin menyalahkan waktu
Tak mungkin menyalahkan keadaan
Kau datang di saat ku membutuhkanmu
Dari masalah hidupku bersamanya

Semakin ku menyayangimu
Semakin ku harus melepasmu dari hidupku
Tak ingin lukai hatimu lebih dari ini
Kita tak mungkin trus bersama



potongan lagu yang gw suka banget..

this song is nice one cause it teLLs that we must be ready to let someone that we love is go to leave us..



- - -

sometimes i think i want to give up from all of this situation..

cause so many thought maybe u don't know..

sometimes i think i must leave u although i don't want..

cause somethink that u will never know..

but often i think it again..

i will become the most stupid person in this world if i just follow my uncontrolled emotions..

and the reality is i still with u 'till this time ..

and i hope that i'm not wrong this time, not like before..

cause i don't want to fall in the same hole for the second time..


*don't wasted the chance that given to you..cause second chance is so seldom..moreover the third..*


i will choose my decision and no one can change it..

~Let the time answer~
♥ L O V E ♥

let's talk about LOVE..

hmm..

cintaaa...

1 kata yang bisa membuat kita tertawa, menangis, takut, rindu, cemburu, dLL...

1 kata yang pasti ada dalam kehidupan kita..

1 kata yang pasti membawa pengaruh bagi diri kita..

cinta thu anehh bangett..

aq ngrasain sendirii..kwkwwk..

aq bisa nangis, bisa ketawa, bisa marah (campur") cuma gara" yg namanya CINTA..

karna cinta aq juga jadi tau gimana cara nya mbuat pasangan kita senenk..

belajar buat lebih dewasa, ngalah, ngertiin pasangan kitaa..

jadi tau jugaa pahit manis nyaa .. ciee =)

cinta nggak bisa di paksain.. nggak bakal bisa..

kita juga harus selalu siap kalo seandainya pasangan kita akan meninggalkan kita dengan berbagai macam alasan yg sgt tdk bermutu..

cinta thu kalo d bilang susah ya susah..

tapi kalo di bawa enjoy.. it's so wonderful !

cinta juga nggak pandang bulu..

kita bisa jatuh cinta ama siapa aja..

gak terkecuali sahabat kita sendiri (like me) =D

kalo di ibaratin cinta thu kayak rumah

/ _/ _/\
|.|.|.. | |

gak perlu cantik and wahh..

gak perlu harus ada perabot mahal ato kolam renank..

yang penting 'rumah' itu punya 4 tiang

♣kepercayaan
♣kejujuran
♣kesetiaan
♣ketulusan

kalo dah punya semua ituu di jamin 'rumah' kita pasti jadi yg the best lahh =p

hmmm..

apalagii yaaa..

yang pastiii..

we will never know when or where or with who we will fall in love..

cause we just fall in..

that's why it's called falling in LOVE..






heppi birthday bro ^^

hmmm..

today i juat want to say..

heppy birthday to my bro..

wizh oLL the best for him..

hoho

=)

Selasa, 13 April 2010

=D vs =(

thanks for today Jesus =)

i ♥ this day..

but i also hate this day ..

i meet him .. yeah !

miss him so so muchhh...

but he forget that today is 13 april.. oh no !

but from all of that..

the most reality that i hate is i can't imagine my day without him cause start this week , he can't go with me again..

he must focus with his study until "kenaikan kelas"..

poor me =(

sunday nights without my boy same like i am single ..

hux..huxx..huxx =( =( =(


but olweys give thanks ^^

cz i never alone.. Jesus olweys accompany me =)


so thx for today hunnie..maybe you forget that today is our 3months anniv..


♥ u olweys,

- 13.04.2010 -
♥ c h a n k ♥

still with him =)

13.04.2010

i like this date..

but not the day..

i'm happy that until today i still be with him..

but i feel that this is a damn day !

some problems appear ..

but i think problems make us more nature !

=)

so smile and skip this day with smile

i know GOD olweys with me in every step i do..

^^

just wanna say to him

"hepii 3 months anniversary..still here with u and for u"

baru 3 bulan memank..tapii i hope i can be with u till end ^^


♥ 13.04.2010♥

-non♥nyo-

Senin, 12 April 2010

for someone out there =(

i know i must be not selfish..

even i tired off all this condition...

and honestly... i really really hate this..

but i must do this for his goodness..

yeahh..all i do is just for his goodness..

and i will do everything for his goodness..

in fact sometimes i hate the words "FOR HIS GOODNESS"


i will loss u so even only for a while =(

Minggu, 11 April 2010

bestfriend >> >> boyfriend

this is my ♥ story with him..

he is new student in my class..

he is my boyfriend's bestfriend..

first, i didn't know him..

but more days i more know about him..

he is a nice guy i think..

he likes jokes and me too =D

when i broken off with my boyfriend..

he always there for me..

but in this time..

i didn't have feel with him..

until one day..

he talk to me..that he is having a crush with my friend =(

okeii..as his best friend..i help him only just for his happiness..

approximately 3 months..i help him ..

one day..when he is going to state her, he suddenly become dissapointed..

and i asked him "what's going on??"

he replied "she has her own choose"

i asked "what do you mean??serious please!"

he replied again "yeah i am serious..she choose another guy"

i am shocked..very shocked..

i am happy?? BIG NO !!!

i am sad?? YES !!!!

i am not happy because he is so sad =(

and i promise myself..i will be there for him..everywhen..everywhere..everytime..

since that time..we become closer..closer..and closer..

and that time come..

he asked me to be his girlfriend !

wow..i am so happy..haha

and i said YES !! OF COURSE I WANT ^^

and since that till now i still his girlfriend =D

and hope our love will NEVER end =)


-----from bestfriend be boyfriend-----




♥ 13.01.2010 ♥

- c h a n k -

Sabtu, 10 April 2010

^^

welcome to my blog !!
i'm new =D