well .. udah lama gak posting :D
hampir aja g lupa kalo ada blog..hahaha.
gara" ngurusin sekolah , try out , UN ..
so much activity ):
well.. gak krasa udah mau lulus kelas 3 :"(
sedih ya sedih , seneng ya seneng ..
seneng nya bisa luluss..
sedih nya ?? SEABREK !
kalo di critain di sini gak bakal cukup kali ya,, *lebaymodeon*
sedih juga ya mbayangin kalo pisah sama temen" .. sama bonyok .. apalagi kalo kudu pisah sama pacar :(
you know how my feel laa =(
btw g jadi curhat (lagi) . ini blog terlahir emang buat tempat curhat g kali yaa :p
tanggung juga nih curhatan , g kelarin aja deh sekalian .. LOL

jadi gini ceritanya bapak" ibu" semua yang ada di siniii..wkwkwk
gak pernah g bayangin g kudu pisah sama dia..
bayangin aja gak pernah lo !!
nah sekarang malah g kudu wajib dan harus pisahhh sama dia.
takdir kali ya :(
g ngrasa so sad aja..
masa g harus ngrasain yg nama nya sakit hati lagi sih buat ke 2 kali nya.
di saat g sayang' nya ma ntu orng.. masa di saat itu juga g kudu pisah ma dia?
please ya .. g bisa ancur nihh :(
gara" mikiri kuliah kayak gitu juga , g jadi gak konsen nih ma sekolah.
tiap inget kuliah pasti kepikiran .
ujung" nya malah bete , badmood , paling parah nya NANGIS .
hiks hiks..

dan parahnya lagi g selalu ngrasa kalo dia udah gak sayang lagi ma g.
baby you love me no moree X_X
dia nglepas g kali ya , biar terbang" tu kayak burung..
hahhaha..
g kadang mikir aja , life itu aneh ya .
kita gak bisa nebak dan kita bukan sutradara nya .
yang bisa ngatur naskah hidup kita sendiri..
yg pasti g yakin banget kalo Tuhan itu Maha Adil dan penyayang.
HE LOVE ME MOST <3
no one can be like HIM (:
and i'm so glad to have HIM in my life

sekarang sih g tinggal let it flow aja lah ya.
di ngotot"in bareng ya gak bareng..
di paksa in juga gak bisaa..
iki judul e mumet seven around :D

biar waktu aja deh yang jawab semuanyaa..
hahahah
itung" buat nge test dia nya juga..
setia ma g apa kaya kucing garong yang di kasi ikan asin aja langsung di embat..
well..
time will answer it for us , dear MR M <3

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

my friends :

warren

serlinda

coiiiii moetz

titi

suniii

sumpahh bosen abizz !!!

1 hari aja udah posting brapaa niii..

haha..

sayaa sekaliann curhatt dehh d siniii..

ga ada yg bisa d ajak curhat sihh..

huhu..

kasian bangett kann..

weLL x ini saiaa mau nulis ..

Tak mungkin menyalahkan waktu
Tak mungkin menyalahkan keadaan
Kau datang di saat ku membutuhkanmu
Dari masalah hidupku bersamanya

Semakin ku menyayangimu
Semakin ku harus melepasmu dari hidupku
Tak ingin lukai hatimu lebih dari ini
Kita tak mungkin trus bersama

potongan lagu yang gw suka banget..

this song is nice one cause it teLLs that we must be ready to let someone that we love is go to leave us..

- - -

sometimes i think i want to give up from all of this situation..

cause so many thought maybe u don't know..

sometimes i think i must leave u although i don't want..

cause somethink that u will never know..

but often i think it again..

i will become the most stupid person in this world if i just follow my uncontrolled emotions..

and the reality is i still with u 'till this time ..

and i hope that i'm not wrong this time, not like before..

cause i don't want to fall in the same hole for the second time..

*don't wasted the chance that given to you..cause second chance is so seldom..moreover the third..*

i will choose my decision and no one can change it..

~Let the time answer~